BRAIN

it smells like semen—like semen it tastes. it rises to the top and congeals, like cold fat. moving the head, displacing the bit above the neck, twisting, tilting, zenith, azimuth, jiggling jello momentum makes to move. cavity. liquid sloshing about in a spherical pool, but a sponge holding water floating in the midst. sometimes: flashing lights at the edges, curtain draws tight from the sides like a tilted eye closing, darkness, mist, a mirror melting like mercury running down glass and darkly the world looks back. peeling layers and digging trying to get out. brain, fog. some days are confusing like that. a corrugated landscape, a planet where impulses travel over hills and through valleys to grandmother's musty house, or a salty day at the beach, or a finger being cut by a piece of paper leaving a sting like fire that burns too too long. all roads lead to memory. brain is a metal suitcase stacked with crisp green bills, swimming in meninges. a fish in a bowl, a parrot in a cage, a trophy in a case, gleaming, precious, needing to be fed, repeating what is said.